I never ever thought that I will come up with a website and will publish my stories outside my personal diary. Though I loved arts and creativity always but there was no time and mental state for me to give time for my passion. I was exhausted with family and career problems and gave up thinking of writing. At this situation, one of my friend comes forward and encourages me to start writing again and to come up with my personal website as my identity. I was going through my toughest period in life and was in no mood in doing anything not related to my career, but his continuous nagging made me think again about the idea of writing and reciting, which I have put aside for a long time. He made me think about what I really want, somehow I was not being very comfortable with what I was doing, may be that would assure me a secured life, but somehow I could not be satisfied with that. I strongly started to feel that I need to choose the career option to which I can connect and I need to give some time to myself. Then I decided to give up everything and to concentrate on preparing for exactly what I want. This has led me extreme financial and family problem and I still am going through that. In this period ,he gave me continuous support and advice as entrepreneur and finally I came up with my dream website. I must mention that sometimes it happened that he worked upto 3 at morning with 102 degree temperature while I was tired and fast asleep. Without his strong and active support, I could never come up with this. I have started walking in the path of my dream to be a writer, hope all your love and support will help me to improve. A special thanks to someone close to my heart.
Did you ever be able to express your gratitude towards your mom in words ? No, you can’t because it can’t be possible. I am what and who I am today is only for her. It sounds very common until I tell you that diva had to get married at a very early age and unfortunately that turned in disaster for rest of her life. She is the person who cultivated the seeds of creativity and arts in my mind. Everything, every single thing in her life hold her back to express her true self, but she taught me how to win against odd, how to find a single thread of positivism from a black hole by being an example.
My mother is a rare combination of beauty intellect and culture, but most importantly she keeps everything very humble and simple. She is the most kind person I have ever seen, sometimes I feel jealous, why she need to be this much noble at heart when people only take advantage from her! She is the only one person who can love me without end, had trust me against the world, blindly supported my dream, silently stood by me in all troubles. I wonder how happy she becomes in small things, how giving and non-demanding one woman can be irrespective what life has put on her.
Mom never showed any public gesture of affection, but I knew by my heart how happy she is when I excelled anywhere in my life. When I was going through the most difficult period of my life, I could not even survived if she was not there for me. She is my source of power. Thanks would just be a formality, dedicated to the person whom I owe my life, my Wonder Woman, my mother.